I started out the month of June trying to enjoy my last few days as a mom of two and doing my best to prepare for little Kyla to come. Luckily we didn't have to wait very long since she came on the 4th of June. We sure have enjoyed her and she is already getting bigger and changing.


On the first day of little Kyla's life, Joel and I were both just really tired since we didn't get much sleep that night. I only slept for maybe two hours at the most. I am glad we didn't have to stay at the hospital for a long time but we both could have used a nap. Joel was still feeling sick from something he ate so he fell asleep on the floor and didn't wake up for anything. I got a short nap while Annalyn was sleeping but Brynlee kept coming in and waking me up. Kyla was up a lot that night too so at first I was really tired. Somehow I forgot about all of the emotions, life changes, and the sleep exhaustion that comes with a new baby. I have seriously enjoyed having a little newborn baby to hold but it was a hard transition at first. I stayed home with the baby for the first few days of Kyla's life. Joel was a huge help by keeping the older girls entertained and taking care of my needs. He even went to the store by himself with both of the older girls. The only place I went for the first week of Kyla's life was to the pediatrician's office and to the birth center (plus grandma's house since she watched the big kids during the appointment.) After that first week I decided that I don't do well when I am cooped up in the house. I was seriously going crazy. I do so much better when I can get out of the house. The kids do much better as well.


Kyla is so little and sweet but it has not been easy to take care of three little kids that all have different needs. Kyla was super fussy for the first week and a half. She would just cry and cry and there was nothing we could do to help her. Joel and I were up with her screaming for two hours one night. There are still days when she will cry for most of the day but we also have good days when she won't hardly cry at all. I keep considering taking her to a chiropractor or to take out dairy from my diet but as soon as I decide to do it, she will have a really good day and she wont cry at all. I think she just has a lot of tummy issues and those things might help but there is no guarantee. I hate to take out dairy and find no improvement. Plus I wouldn't know what to eat. She has actually been sleeping for a good stretch at night. She even slept for seven hours one night and that has really helped things. I do much better when I can get a good nights sleep.


Annalyn has been very clingy, cuddly, and naughty since the baby was born. She still keeps pretending to be a baby all the time and she has been seriously testing all of the rules and doing all kinds of things she knows she shouldn't do. There have been lots of temper tantrums from her and melt downs over little things. Not to mention, she likes to tease Brynlee and make her cry. And Brynlee cries over just about everything these days. I think there were a few days the first week after Kyla was born when all four of us cried but we made it through it and we are all adjusting well now. I feel like I am finally getting the hang of how to parent three kids. I am still not ready to take everyone out by myself yet but we have been outside to play and we made a few trips to grandma's house. Joel is a huge help when he is home. I wish he could have taken more time off of work. He got three days off plus the weekend. My mom has also helped out quit a bit by taking the older kids for me and she went with me to get the girls pictures taken at the mall and we also went to the library. Kyla cried for the first half of the pictures and Annalyn threw a little temper tantrum in the middle of the library so I am glad I didn't try to do those things by myself. One day my mom took both of the girls to the water park and they had a blast doing that. My mom has also been doing a craft day at her house with all of her grandkids once a week so that has been a lot of fun.


This month was really busy with Kyla's birth, Brynlee's birthday, father's day, and all of the adjustments that came with a new baby. We didn't do much to celebrate father's day at all. The baby and I went to church for the first time. (Kyla has been to church three times now and she cried during most of the meetings.) Brynlee went up with the primary and sang a song and both girls drew their dad a card. We got him some candy and we gave him the one thing he asked for, a Saturday spent out golfing with his dad and his brother Jake. He really is a great father and he deserves much more than that. He has really stepped up to the plate and done a lot to help out around here. At least he had a lot of fun golfing.


For Brynlee's birthday we got her some better training wheels and fixed up her bike. She has finally figured out how to ride it so we have spent a few different family nights out riding bikes. Annalyn gets pushed on her little trike and I put the baby in the Moby Wrap. We have played in the water slide a few times and spent a lot of time playing with toys in the house. Annalyn has been obsessed with my i-pad. I have to hide it from her or she will be playing on it.


This month was really full of so many blessings for our family. After Kyla was born we had so many people come to visit, bring us food, and offer to help; it was a huge blessing. We really do feel very blessed to have a sweet new little spirit in our home. The girls really do love this little baby and we have all enjoyed holding her and getting to know her. I am grateful that her birth went so well and that she is healthy and thriving. She has already grown so much since the day we brought her home. I am grateful that I have three little girls that bring so much joy, excitement, and laughter into our house. Brynlee has been a huge help to me. She loves to hold the baby so much. Annalyn loves to hold her too but she likes it the best when I hold her. I really do enjoy holding my big little baby Anna so much. I am glad she still likes to cuddle with me. It has been kind of bittersweet to watch little Kyla grow up. I am sure things will get easier once she is a little bit older but I will miss these newborn days with her.



